First of all, I love you and I love Ryan. We will always have Ryan in our hearts and memories. Don't worry we, your friends and loved ones, will buoy you up. You are a wonderful woman, not just due to your accomplishments though they are many, but because you have a wonderful kind spirit. Yes, Ryan touched many hearts but you are a 'matched set' and yes, you have many, many friends in your quiver as well.
Yes, you will miss him. I will miss him. Many will miss him.
You are my angel darling and you will recover from this tragedy and thrive. I know you will.
I love you,