Big things are happening right now and it's keeping me insanely busy. I will fill you all in when I get a moment.
I will note - that I was cleaning out my gear closet in the basement this morning and got stopped cold in my tracks by a forgotten bag. Inside were Ryan's clothes from the cabin. They still smell like him. And I couldn't move. I cursed myself for holding onto them. For having to endure something that hard - and suddenly being teleport back to day I found out.
Sometimes examining the things in your closet is the hardest thing you could possibly do.
Whoa, that was a rough one.