I had a rough night last night.
It sneaked up on me without warning.
But in retrospect, I know why it came. Why it still makes me tear up
this morning. Why it paralyzes me. Why I have puffy eyes that aren’t
suitable in public.
When you miss someone so much and you don’t give it time and space it
will force you to recognize it. Some turn to booze, some turn to drugs,
some turn to self inflicted pain. Some just cry.
I just cried.
It’s a new day today. And I’m summoning all my strength to find the beauty in it and not be sad.