Wednesday, December 24, 2008

My loud sobs made even Makiah retreat into the living room. The waves are coming hard now.

I read that the feeling of grief is the realization of how much you loved. Oh man did I love him so much. This is debilitating.

I hate to say it - but I wish the holidays would disappear this year.

2 comments:

Michele said...

Hey Jen,

We will be here for New Years now until the 4th. I would love to see you. If you would like company and/or would like to stay with us you are welcome to. At minimum take ride on one of the sleds.:)

email me @ michelebikes 'at'g mail 'dot' com

jaimie said...

Last night my brother mentioned that Ryan was in a past Christmas video. Just a scan of the room and there he was and it automatically sent me into tears. he felt awful and my mom told him not to worry I cry at the mention of his name. I am so sorry for your loss of such a great companion and love.