Sometimes you have to hit bottom before you can start the journey back up. From all tall tale signs, I hit that bottom on Sunday night/Monday morning and now I'm on the rebound. Grief. Who needs it? But at the same time - it provides such a life altering, fulfilling and baffling journey. One I wouldn't wish on anyone but not in a million years I'd take away.
Oh - and I found my mojo. It was hiding with my spare keys I lost. :)